Yellow
when I grow up I want to be
a better person
so that the mirror shines
when I stand before it
this is my everyday wish
just in case you change your mind
I left your car keys in a noticeable place
above the tree tops
then
tied both your shoes together
and mailed them
Wait! This is serious
You could see that
if you had your glasses
but I buried them in the sand
poor baby
all because you said you loved me
your name had one too many ee’s
and it was a candy
so I threw away your picture
why, then do I still see your face?
please, leave me alone
if only you had loved me
your poem would have been better
you got what you deserved
I wrote this a bit ago, and forgot that it was on the funny side of things. I certainly never thought I would ever laugh about this person. Time does change things.
Hyla Brook
By June our brook’s run out of song and speed.
Sought for much after that, it will be found
Either to have gone groping underground
(And taken with it all the Hyla breed
That shouted in the mist a month ago,
Like ghost of sleigh bells in a ghost of snow)—
Or flourished and come up in jewelweed,
Weak foliage that is blown upon and bent,
Even against the way its waters went.
Its bed is left a faded paper sheet
Of dead leaves stuck together by the heat—
A brook to none but who remember long.
This as it will be seen is other far
Than with brooks taken otherwhere in song.
We love the things we love for what they are.
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Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
to see a river
one must forget the nature
of it, without names
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because once you do
an arctic memory waits
to unfold itself
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the flood brought me words
that lifted the water up
you can see it go
I’ve been in Montana three weeks, give or take.
Everything has changed.
The landscape, the people.
Especially me.
Now it’s hard for me to stay put in the house.
I bought a new bike, which I love. More pictures are on the way.
I love it here.
There is this trail I bike on now which really belongs to me now. All the other people who step upon it are just sharing it…
The air smells like flowers and the air is thick with butterflies.
I have woken from a dark sleep to find myself in paradise.